Have you ever wanted to start over?
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I’ve been feeling this way for a while. It feels like it never really goes away. And it makes me wonder if maybe I’m the problem. Do I get bored too easily? Am I just so unsatisfied with all the good in my life? Or am I too lazy to actually take a risk?
New always involves risk. The amount depends on how much your willing to sacrifice.
I don’t know what I want. I just know I want something different.
I’m tired of chasing after the endless streams of information. I want to know everything. Yet, I know nothing.
It seems like life is one perpetual motion of dreaming and desire. And I don’t always get what I want. I don’t always chase what I want either. It’s so easy to get distracted by the things that don’t matter. The dead end job. Why can’t I just quit? The project I want to accomplish. Why can’t I just do them?
Maybe it’s all about the money. How can I get more and how can I save some?
And still, after years of wondering, I stand in the same spot. Where did money take me? Not to the edge of happiness. It’s only made me want more. It’s only suffocated me and cornered me and distracted me into making decisions that took me away from my original pursuit.